Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Time Travel

February 01, 2011 - 1:30PM

I time traveled this morning about 15 years into the future and met someone who I will be a close friend of mine during that time.. I believe she and I in the future have an intimate spiritual relationship, which is nothing like the typical romantic relationships of the past, but rather an evolved mutually empowering deeply loving non binding but seriously committed spiritual friendship relationship.

I believe In the future we do energy work together in a very powerful way.   Much more powerful than can be done alone and exponentially more powerful than simple addition of our energies together.  Through some new sound based attunement we build up life force together, and grow it into a very large concentrated field that it can be directed and used to manifest physical things, alternate realities, other life forms, powerful healing, etc.

It must be a very intimate relationship but much more spiritual and much more free and open than being husband and wife like the present day.  I believe in the future the roles couples, intimate partners, or what ever you wish to call it, will be quite different.   The role of family will widen into a community thing...  Our children will be the children of the whole village rather than just two parents.  Part of me knows this.. the other part.. my present self is full of wonder and questions... 

I was very lucid during this dream.. or rather dream time journey. Here is an account of the experience based on my original notes written earlier this morning:

At 5:30AM I woke up and started doing my normal routine of chanting with singing bowls and going into deep meditation etc.  After about an hour of this I was pretty powered up but also kind of tired because I have been going to bed much too late these days...  I got up to let Shayla out to do her business.  Shayla had been sleeping next to me the entire time I was doing my chanting with bowls thing.  She loves to sleep next to me when I do my chanting meditations and seems to breath in rhythm with it all.  I am healing Shalya and she knows it.. I love Shayla.  She is a special dog. :)

After letting Shayla out.. I crawled back into bed to rest a bit before getting up to make coffee etc.  As I lay there in the dark, I went into a trance... not fully sleeping but I started to have a vision.  I was walking along a road, in a desert and I saw this big tumbleweed looking plant thing that was glowing all iridescently.  As I came closer the iridescent plant structure got larger and I could see the plant had a fractal like pattern to its branches etc... they were all aglow in iridescent tones.  Indigo was its aura with electric blue streaks coming out like solar flares...

The plant grew larger, came loose from its roots in the ground and floated towards me...  I felt compelled to move into it and allowed it to fully engulf me... I went into it like it was some sort of doorway, portal...  Then I was transported instantly to a room where I was sitting at a table... not unlike my kitchen table of present day..
 
A woman was sitting at the table across from me and her face looked so familiar!  I was cocking my head at her trying to figure out why I knew her and where I was...   I Knew I was in a dream, vision... I knew I was in my body back in my room, but I was simultaneously seeing her and being aware of these new surroundings...  I somehow knew I was 15 years in the future.

I looked at her and said... do we know each other?  she nodded and smiled with a smile that filled me with a kind of peace... joy..  made me feel like everything is fine Ben... don't worry... don't be afraid etc...  I asked... "Are we in the future right now?"  Again she nodded and then started to speak freely...  I feel I was half communicating with her telepathically actually...

She did not have to speak much.. but i needed speaking as a back up conformation or something.. I do that in lucid dreams a lot.. I believe its my analytical mind trying to prove that I am actually lucid and not just dreaming that I am lucid... something like that... like pinching to see if you are not sleeping when you are awake... :)

She was speaking telling me of things that had happened in the past... but I interrupted her and asked her name... She replied calmly, "Lina" saying "You know me on a deep level already but you don't know it fully consciously yet.  We will be making a very close connection in your present near future.  Our connection will be an important turning point for each other, as well as many of our close friends.

This will be happening before the 2012 shift.  Then she gently continued telling me important things I needed to know before I returned to present time here...  I was being stupid.. I was asking stupid personal questions rather than listen to her tell me details about important things I was about to experience during the next year or two!

She was talking about the Great Change... how governments, economies, everything as we know it was going to collapse on a global scale... That there would be a period of extreme chaos and that many would be caught up in it and there would be massive confusion and deaths etc...

She said to stay where you are.... you will be safe... don't worry much... the things you need will be privided... keep doing what you feel your heart leading you to do...  (I know that is my healing practice, developing my "resonant sound attunement table", and working in the community) She said... don't worry about how to make money.. it will come to you without your needing to figure it all out...  just keep your dreams alive and work towards the ones that have the most passion for you right now... let go of the things you are tired of doing...  they will work themselves out fine...

Then the whole vision faded...  turned into a mist...  I came back to my present senses... got up, had a drink of water, and sketched this out in rough draft so I would not forget it.  I was quite thirsty like I had been on a long trip... I felt jet lag,  When I crawled back into bed it was getting pretty light out... I rolled over on my side and went back to sleep.... that was around 8AM!  I woke up later at noon!  I was fully rested now... the house was very cold... I decided to go to town rather than stay and build a fire.

The experience I had this morning made me realize with great clarity a lot about why my life took the course that it took...  I am having epic revelation about it all now...

Epilog:

Lately I have found I can induce time travel with my voice...  This is the latest revelation I have experienced... I can go into my past and see things that teach me why my life was like it was... Not to change anything... that would not have lead me to where I am today...  But I learned a lot about myself visiting lucidly my past...  I can also go into the future and see whether where I am and where I am going are a good thing or not...  I know I am in the right place now... I no longer worry about anything...  I have great guidance!

These experiences are not new actually... I used to experience strange things like this when I was very young...

I remember doing pretty strange things before I was old enough to attend school... Before I could even talk i think...  I remember being in the crib and transporting myself to very strange places... I would talk to beings... animals... I could not actually talk in words yet i believe but I was communicating with these strange beings and animals!

When I got a bit older I had some negative experiences and began to suppress these things about myself... I turned inward... When I was younger, my teachers said I daydreamed a lot... My parents did not know what my problem was... I was not ready to admit or accept these differences about myself until I was much older...  Not until i discovered mediation in high school. 

But then I started smoking pot.  Pot helped to suppress my paranormal experiences so I could function normally without getting into trouble...  The pot also gave me something to blame my paranormal experiences on... (after all it is a mind altering drug).  I seemed to have an affinity for pot... I could function well while stoned actually!  My sensitivities to others diminished like a veil was put over me or something... I was more self aware... less outwardly aware so other peoples emotions and energies did not effect me as much.

This was easy to accept cause I was part of a whole generation now who had altered states and everyone around me were talking now about wow far out man!  I did not resume meditation until much later... a year before getting out of the Navy when I met Brahmachari and was initiated into Kriya yoga.  I had given up pot for a couple years before meeting Brahmachari so when I met him I had resumed TM for this amount of time and was ready for the next step in unfolding my true self...

I will write more detail about my childhood experiences in a future blog...